i'm back again.
i'm wondering why my life can be so hard nowadays.
i have felt those tiredness back again.
are friends really true there when you need them.
i don think so uh.
friends are fake .
they wont follow you forever. they will leave you once you gone
away for a few days .
like never contact them.
family member cannot be trusted too.
i hate my family member.
but another side without them.
i'm nothing . and i wont be here too.
if i was a baby , i knew my life would be like hell.
i definitely wish i aborted.
never grown up and suffer so much for this illness.

i now have no tears in my eyes to cry .
i wonder why uh.
where's my tears in my eyes.
but i've alot of trouble.
and there's no tears.
maybe i know i've tried my best le.
or i'm already . and there's no strength for me to carry on.

i only got one wish .
to die earlier..