Thursday, April 29, 2010
A big bad news to say again...
2nd grand auntie pass away ytd night.
can never understand ,
why she have to suffer so much then pass away..
and is like she went thru 3 op..
suffer so much before she pass away ..
just wanna get rid of those cancer cell..
and is like clinging at her body..
sighh.. why do old people have to suffer so much before her death..
is like so unfair..
went to look for her to see her with family tht time..
joking with her.. laugh together.. and now..
pass away lerh..
never know when your family will leave..
so got to treasure the days~
i type out this way make me feel weird ..
hope can go down every night..
i don know wad to say.. but she really sweet and kind..
always see her , she will have her smile ther..
(: miss her..
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
well well here i am to update my blog..
didnt get to take out my hickmen line ..
it has change to 5th may..
nothing to write lerhhs.
don wish to update anything..
bye~
:
Saturday, April 24, 2010
my precious mp3 drop on the floor ..
and is like spoil..
i'm soooooo saaaadddddd):
why this few days so many thing happennnn..
this is th worst to me bah...
is was just bought not long ago.. and just slip thru my hand and drop on th floor..
ahhhhh.. stupid hand .. sigh
not in the good mood nowadays..
sigh..
very fan ahhhhhhh!!!!D:
tmr going bai uncle..
canoot watch show..
lucky now not alot good show to watch..
if not i would be sad sad ..
heehees..
bt lucky can go out walk walk lerhhs:
night ..
end here lerhhhs:
Friday, April 23, 2010
watch a movie called hear me*ting shuo*
is a taiwan movie.. really quite intresting..
bt can be bored too(:
mostly is sign language. and of course there would have some dialogue..
so not bad..
was watching tuo xin da sheng Ps nan:P
was till ep4.. heehees..
not bad wor..
hahas(:
shall end here.
will blog tmr if i'm free..
nowadays got alot of feeling ..
don know wad kind of feeling..
will blog it out if i think is fine to blog it out..
Bye.
takecares.
Is raining now.. wonder if you're fine at another world
i really miss you..
i know you'll come to my dream to talk to me.
& i wish you were here to encourage me(:
your beloved girl is missing YOU~
Thursday, April 22, 2010
i want go swimming bt i cant..):
i want to be a fish ..
hahas..
weird right~
heehees:P
hmm.. hope can go swimming after my surgery(;
will be making plan to meet jiejie..
cos still never get th chance to meet her..
and my birthday is coming..
looking forward to it......
yeahyeah~
bt still scared it will turn into a sad day..
hope it will not uh..
shall end here
night reader..
loves~
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
this is my cute cute de MP3can you believe it.. hahas..
can be change to a necklace too(:
nice right nice right?
hahas..
more problem coming up..
will not be listing wad problem.
will end here..
cos nth to type too):
takecares
drink more water ..
weather is bad..
so drink more water to prevent
yourself sick..okay~
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Friday -
went to hospital..
gosh.. while waiting for th cab is like so
so long no cab , can..
like almost going to 30minute..
haiiis. when i reach hospital i rush to ccf.
was so damn lucky..
cos counsellor say befriender is still not ther yet..
my counsellor intro a befriender to me..
name han zhi~
guess is a guy or girl?
answer is ..........
GIRL~
seem weird uh.
i almost tot is a boy lo..
hahas..
nice of her..
got a sweet smile..
nice eyes..
hahas..
really a very sweet jiejie..
afternoon went to clinic A(children specialst)
i'm still a children.. hahas..
okokay.. is like my appointment time was 430pm
and i wait till like going 5 ..
didnt see awhile .. can go home lerhhs.
if my parent was ther with me..
maybe i have to see longer , psycho(sorry if spell wrong) doctor..
as i have to go for a sugery during 28april,
day surgery.. hahas..
after i went home..
i take mrt..
damn angry..
shouldnt say lerhhs..
next time take cab home better.. damn long ah..
tired , stress..
tears flow when i reach home..
i didnt think much..
bt when i reach home ..
i changed and went to bed..
cos i cant face my family..
when i face them i would cry more..
i hope someday alot of you would understand me..
you may know who i;m talking..
or maybe no one knows who i'm talking about..
nevermind..
seem like alot of you hate me..
tht why nobody tagged me..
so sad.. hurt~
Friday, April 16, 2010
confuse feeling again..
able to go back to school..
but i don know whether i would like t go back to school..
cos i don wish to be like last time..
when i was in p6..
this is how it goes..
i was dignose with tht ilness tht year ..
and it was like i really miss my classmate..
miss having lesson with them..
and also my good teacher..
i was so sad tht i never ever tot tht this would happen..
after i go back to school..
we start to quarrell and stuff..
then is like ,sigh..
i don have much friend in th end..
so i was lucky tht i don have to face them..
now i have not go to school for so long..
when i go back will i lose some friend?
no idea .. :P
ytd sleep the whole day..
wednesday went to see doctor..
good to hear tht my blood count are good..
god-ma say don want go back school can tell her.. till next year..
i don know wor.. but i miss school.
at home too bored.. sigh..
and able to take out my hickmen-line..
happy .. happy..
means my days at hospital appointment..
will be like one year once..
how ? so sad..
haiis.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
To my dear .
sad tht you will be leaving a few days later..
sad to hear tht you will come back 2 or 3 year later..
don worry , i'll not forget you..
bt remember to come back visit us oh..
hope you'll remember everything
you've here in singapore..
takecares yourself while you're there, okay!
don cry oh.. cheer up;D
lots of misses&loves
your dear(;
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
today is your birthday ..
wow.. you seem to have forgotten me..
quite sad . tot you at least will leave some memories in
your heart tht just a little space to rmb me..
those memories tht we have..
bt nevermindd i don force you..
since you want to be so heartless i wont force you..
bt i still sincerely want t wish you
happy birthday .
even though i have wish you thru msg.
bt just to wish you another time..
lucky i didnt so stupid to send you letter to wish
you happy birthday.. never waste my time on
writing your letter and waste my effort
cos' you wont be tht person..
bt you will be someone tht live in my heart..
just those sweer memories bt not those
sad ones.. though those sad ones give me some lesson..
bt i still don wish to destroy your image tht i've in my mind,.
why do i feel like i wish to write any topic ..
bt still typing abt you..
so weird..
still got 25 days to mty birthday lehhs..
will ther be alot of people wishing me happy birthday..
will alot of people forget my birthday ?
will ther be?
i rmb other birthday bt will they rmb mine?
we shall see uh.. hahass..
i will name it out..
recently sleep less than 7-8 hour..
sleep till 3plus 4 will wake up
then cannot sleep again..
this few post quite long..
bt no photo .. so boring right..
sharon feel sad.. cannot take nice photo..
and sharon don like to be like this..
someone got caught of smoking..
opps. and then got a tongue lashing from
him&her..
haiis... fire cant wrap by paper..
my english is like so cmi..
hahas..
i'm so sad wor..
i'm so scare tht i will be so lazy to
go sch , when i'm able to ..
bt now .. i'm still scare of facing other people ..
haiis.. a phobia ther whenever i go out..
more worse is .. when you see someone you knew..
then you will like .. will tht person be able to recongnise you..
haiis. alot of my family member said something th same..
tht is .. i will be lazy to go to school..
one day go .. next day don go..
will i be like tht..
b4 i go to hospital..
i was like.. don like to go school..
bt now .. want go school.. bt see books feel like sleeping..
how.. i want to study.. bt haiyo..
cant explain in words.. seem like is lazy lerhhs lor..
i seem like i'm lying to myself..
will see lor..
tmr going see doctor.. how?
i feel like staying at hospital..
i don wish to stat at home..
so boring..
at least i'm at hospital..
got alot of nurse can pei me tok.
play.. maybe i can take alot of photo with them..
cos always never get th chance to take photo with them.. heehees
shall end here.. very tired..
wake up at early morning 4plus..
cannot sleep till now..
so will be sleeping ..
or maybe not..
takecares readers..
eventhough i don know whether ther will be anyone
reading..
love ya..
takecares,
remember to drink water..
nowadays very hot.. don get sick..
as my father is sick lerhhs.
;D
Monday, April 12, 2010
this was taken at jumbo ..
before we eat..
didnt get the chance to take photo of those
food. Yummy but i didnt eat alot
as is spicy.. and i cant eat too much spicy food..
Sunday, April 11, 2010
hmm.. alone now..
nowis 617 am in the morning.
using my mum laptop tht she bought recently..
got alot of feeling now..
began to start hating myself.
no reason bt just hmm... maybe feel tht i have change.
miss priscilla counsellor.
got alot of thing wanna share with her..
tht kind of stupid feeling came back..
if you're a reader of my blog,
maybe you'll know..
cant stop tht kind of feeling..
another feeling of crying..
alot of thing has change .. definitely not as th same as before.
but i hope when i'm back .. this is my stupid thinking..
today went out with family..
familt etc, mummy , papa , korkor. baby meimei
xiao gugu.. and Big S(sharon)..
Big S was gugu boss.
and she's a kind boss. of cos a very good boss lah..
did work for her company a few weeks.. not bad lah..
have lunch with her.. was joking and lauhgin..
but now don have this kind of days lerhhs..
so is like change alot uh..
continue my story .
before tht dinner at 7 plus..
early morning .. i wake mum up ..
on th way to farrer park mrt to meet gugu ..
then meet Big S .. to go for a walk at bukit timah there..
memories run through my mind..
last time went there with ah yi and ah ma they all..
have lots of fun.. hahas..
last time have stamina ..
but now is like my stamina is like a small kid ..
or maybe worse then a kid..
legs got no strength to climb those stair at bukit timah..
was so sad.. walk till half way *merlion(vomit)
so bad lah.. then rain came..
then walk fast fast to go to the nearest shelter..
then went back to the car as is like raining..
walk all the way down.. is like very steep..
so hard to walk..
didnt know time pass fast..
half and hour gone..
heehees..
night went to jumbo have our dinner..
then after tht korkor went off ..
we went to wine house..
to continue chatting as is still early..
gugu treat us ben and jerry ice cream
*YUMMY!
meimei buy chocolate therapy.. if i not wrong lah..
didnt saw this in tht kind of tub one..
so i never order tht flavour..
meimei let me try.. nicenice..
i order cookies and blahblah..
went back to wine house..
after eating tht ice cream meimei drink
white wine.. so sad i cant drink..
but nevermind..
next time i can drink lerhhs.
think this way like so weird sia..
then finish th white wine we went back home~
Home sweet Home~
i'm listening to wo bu pei after putting my fullstop(:
takecares reader..
pls tag too..
will update today photo ,
if i'm free..
Friday, April 9, 2010
hey~
alot of people must be missing me??
hahas .. so bhb right:P
hmm.. this few days didnt eat medicine on time..
so was like abit sick.. mouth painpain:P
miss alot of people lehhs...
heehees..
tmr going out .. early morning to bukit timah..
go walk walk.. wohoo... will tak photo bah..
update tmr:P
yeah yeah:)
takecares readers
Monday, April 5, 2010
wow. now is monday . heehees.
is ah di daddy birthday:P
just know went to li kim poh house.
she's still very weak.
hmm... hope she'll be fine.
hais. don know how th doctor change medicine
make her so weak .
keep vomiting. diahorrea.
haiyo.. like so xiinku.
last time at hospital i WAS like this.
bt now no more lerhs.
old alread still got this kind of illness.
haiyo.. so sad norD;
hope she'll be fine soon.
hope everyone will be healthy and rich;D
Saturday, April 3, 2010
when to east coast ytd.
heehees.
was fun lehhs.
keep fall down . damn fucking pain. didint fall down for so
many year . now fall down on sand also pain.
was like going to bleed .
on sand leys.
can you imagine .
maybe can go my sis blog and see the photo there.
lazy to upload .
try asking me to upload maybe will
upload . haas.
here's th link to her blog:P
the-gal-silvia.blogspot.com
yeah(:
takecares.
not so happy. got a few of sad thing making me sad arhs!!!
haiis.
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