Wednesday, April 29, 2009
today .. sleep till 3pm .. cause i never sleep and was having deep head pain..
omg.. ahhhhh~ so painful.. hahas.. lols..
then night 7plus go find baobei..
chatchat..~~~
hahas.. chat till 7:40pm..
then go buy things..
ju go home..
then blogging):
so sad
i got so much to say .. but i don wish to write it here ..
as i scared everything will be expose as world is small):
yesterday i was thinking the whole night..
after tat i sent u a message.. saying alot of rubbish..
then i read our message all over again..
then i remember u were guessing who i am going to lost ..?
i already give u alot of hint.. but u didnt get it correct..
i know i lose u cause of a girl.. i knew it long long lerhhs..
lucky u left me so fast.. if not u will see alot of things that
u wont be able to see in normal person..
i am saying alot craps again..
haiis..
but i hateyouyouyouyouyouyouyouoyouyou!
never forgive you .....
i so smart .. hahas.. eat my medicine with milk.. hahas.. so my mother will not say to
my doctor tat i never eat..hahas.. yeah.. no one know.. i'm so smart.. yeah .. i succeed..
i'm going to succeed!
yeah!
don't like my parent.. they don respect me.. so i'm not going to respect them either..
they give me some privacy .. but they don't give me freedom..
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
i hate your words..
and i will never forgiev you&myself so,
we'll never talk from today onwards..
i hate youyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyou
i hate pei hwa sec student
since everything is a fact now .. i'll do nothing but just watching over you..
and be there for you when you niid me..
and i will do tat till i treat u as my buddy.. or maybe last breath..
no one know..
if i tmr die .. today i will live happily .. so i wont have regret ..
eventhough i have alot of things that i wanted to do ..
but is alright cause i know i treasure my days..
yeah .. my b'day is coming...(:
i hope i celebrate with smile not tears..
i felt so scared...
i[L]you(:
and that is forever!
i will be your guardian angel.
Monday, April 27, 2009
i have nothing to wish anymore..
cause i don deserve anything good anymore..
hope you'll be happy
my life without you..
*speechless*
haiis.. T.T
kinda hate my parents now..
confusing state]:
black and white world i'm living in..
mingxuan ask hiim 1 question
then i knw the answer le.. very sad lor.. i cant believe tat answer came out of his
mouth again.. lost all the mood
Friday, April 24, 2009
sharon hao sad..
ahhhh~ i cant replace anyone who's precious to me to another person!
and i will never do that!
today meet priscilla was really sad .. talkin about him..
and alot of problem.. she was really shock when i told her bout him.. just like when i say to her bout eugene.. she was sad for me too.. and when i say bout tat.. he's in my mind all th-while..
omg.. i cant believe it.. i was really sad.. mood swing~
haiis..
priscilla told me to be friend with him.. i triied.. but no topic to chat
aiiyo.. don know.. i cant believe tat i wish him last long..
so hard lor..
prscilla a good counsellor!
hees.. i must be strong..
cause my major operation comin lerhhs wor..
but i felt so weak
Thursday, April 23, 2009
my days without you is quite boring..
To weicong!!
:: i think for two days.. all is my fault..
not yours.. i've forgiven you..
if you get the chance to read this don say about wad forgive and forget to me.
my world now lives without you.. i trying to get into that world so
don come and say some word that you usually say.. i don wan to hear it animore..
alrights. i'm just letting you know that you get forgiveness from me.. that's all
last long
thanks.
waoah..
i two weeks 4day never go school..
ahh.. break record.. i'm showing childish attitude again..
haiis..
crying and stuff.. i cant believe i'm doing again.. so childish..
end here.. nothing to say..
sharon doesn't exist !!!
Monday, April 20, 2009
it take time to delete you out of my mind..
today . nothing happen . just asking you& yr friend to delete everything .
been thinking of those days that really sweet.
and i when i think that u attached.. goin crazy. tears flow down my cheek.
is really sad .
is really hurt. i hate those lies.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~
i want to restttttttttt
never wake upppppppp..
i don wan eat medicine and let my illness become worsen and i can die..
i don care.. now tis is my decision.....
i fucking hate your words
sharon doesn't exist from
19april'o9
hope you with her you'll be happy.
and we're enmies no longer friends.
when you say you're attached then i realise everything was just a lies..
those word are not sayin to me.. all lies..
when you said that you're waiting i began to trust you..
but after that i've realise is all lies..
maybe if we've never known each other that's a good thing..
and i wont be crying like a crazy girl that i've never expect to happen after eugene .
i hope that everything will be gone the next morning..
why everything happen to me . i've never expect so much so much things to happen
i've felt really bad..
feeling very very tiired.
i hope that the next morning i'm dead.
tear cant stopped.
sharon felt very tiired in this world and never wanted to live lerhhs.
i've triied to stopped my feeling for you.
and i didnt realised that my feeling grown for you.
i getting sick&&tiired of everything in my life..
nothing to post.. sorry . is just a sad day i can say..
sharon no longer exist
Sunday, April 19, 2009
haiis.. don know why today so sad..
money problem.. don feel like eatin medicine animore..
my medicine hao expensive wor..
if i die lerhhs, can everything be solve? i don know.. hao confuse wor.
feel like lying down and never get up to see this world..
haiis.. i don know.. so confuse lor..
i wan die.. die .. diee...
can i?
please.. i wish i can lor..
i don wan to live in this f**kin world..
haiis.. i don know.. hao fan ohh.
nothing to post..
takecares.
sharon love alot of you!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
i felt so xinku lor..
do i deserve u this loyalty friend..
i don know wad u wan me to be .. i really wan to hear something from your mouth,
but forget it.. i know i mean something in your heart.. but i feel it..
i always wanted you to be with me . but is diffcult.
i don wan to hurt you anymore.. i hope you're happy with
new friends.new girl.
i read the letter lerhhs. i never want to forget you..
if you know me well ..
i'm tiionqqxim to friend..
if you treat me good i will treat you good..
you treat me so good.. i'll never forget you..
thanks.. no one will ever replace you.. my sillyboy(:
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
i may not know wad should i do..
but i hope from now on , every step i take is right..
everything look like is fated and it cant be change..
i really don know wad i really wan in my relationship.
boy, you may think i wan to give you up ..
but actually i don know wad i wan..
so i been pushing you away to avoid you from
hurting deeply.. so if you know i'm talkin about you ,
keep a distance between us .. you may not mind it..
but i really mind it.. so forget everything and get on with your life..
with colour(:
maybe eugene problem is time for me to give up..
i don wan to be in a deep sleep anymore.. is so tiring..
is time for me to lie down and have a rest.. and wake up . everything will be gone
i don know whether i can do it..
but i'm sure nothing is impossible for sharon gwee derhhs..
sharon will be the strongest..
(i hope i can do it.. but eventhough i think i cant but....
sharonLOVEyou(:
yeah!
love all her qqanX..
the one i love will be the only
one i really love..
hello kitty(:
12:54am
Monday, April 13, 2009
today.. nothing to do..
stay at home..
when i online at home.. weicong boo me.. scared me lor..
ahhhhh~
i felt so sad lor..
he don understand me..
i told myself not to think him..
i really don wish to think of him lerhhs.. but i don know..
why my mind is bout him.. i really wan like baobei can take it and put down easily...
i'm sorry . i told u that i love you but i think about another guy.. i'm sorry..
u may say u're happy bt i can feel that you're sad .. i'm sorry..
really sorry.. that's why i told u not to love me cause i know i will hurt you
just cos i haven forget eugene.. i'm sorry
loves all those out there... reading my post
thanks .. sad.. mood swing~
eugene i love you bt i cant forget you
i startin to think whether my love for is fading .
i wan my love for you gone forever..
8:42pm
Sunday, April 12, 2009
11april
.. never sleep till after morning .. intend to find baobei at 4plus.. but she fall asleep..
aiiyo..deardear damn dulan cause she waiting for the bag.. but she fall asleep too..
i'm alone again.. then 5plus 6am i ju go wake deardear up as she niid to go do CIP~
then after that i ju go watch show.. MTV.. listen to the song till fall asleep..
12april
then 10plus wake up .. don know why.. then go back sleep again..
then baobei ju message wo.. ju wake lerhhs.. cause think i meet her..
i ju go sweep floor.. then i ju reply baobei ..
tell her i bath hao ju go find her..
bath~bath~bath~
go find her..
then wait till 1230 as we goin chinatown..
pei baobei&her mum go "cai pai"
~~~~
so sian
we ju go This fashion..
see clothes.. walk here walk there
then after that as my mother say she give me 20 dollar..
she say.. i can use.. but i don wan use her money..
bt i got buy somethin in the end lor..
go eat sakae sushi..
baobei mummy treat..
eat so full.. LOL!
go back amk after eating..
haiis.. ahhh~~~
so sad.. when i reach there .. tiffany-deardear tell me she saw EUGENE..
ahhhhhh~omg!
haiis.. so sad.. no mood.. my mood gone..
haiis...............
then i say i wanna go home.. i'm so sad..
i cant believe i saw him..then i pretend i don know him
i felt so sad.. he give me a face that i really don wish to have..
i don know wad happen my feeling is back agin..
i been thinkin of hui hui mummy say derhhs..
her words~~ keep running in my mind..
haiis.. i niid time to think and forget everything bout himm..
i didnt feel so strong .. that my feelin came back ..
i've triied my best to forget himm..
i really triied my veryvery best.. but i failed and i didnt realise it..
ahhhh~ wad should i do...?
my head is so BLANK!
i miss hiim..
i niid hiim..
i love hiim..
i cant forget him.. that's all i've been realising..
i told myself not to think of him..
but i cant.. my mind is all those sweet memories..!!
ahhhh~
i'm gonna go crazy bout him!
i've to forget him..
i'm so blur.. ahhhhh~
everything is driving me crazy~!
should i love him once again??????????
11:35pm
thanks aiai for helpin me to do the new blog..
love her loads .. she always beside me.. jio me out..
but sometimes cant go out as something crop me up.. haiis..
miss bibi loads.. never talk to him..
and recently at home do nth.. cause easily cold ..
so not goin anywhere..
haiis .. waiting for th donor.. hope everything will be done soon..
don know .. should do marhhs.. haiis..
so confuse.. think till headache.. haiis..
doctor..?
medicine?
haiis..
don knwo..
nevermind.. when problem come everything will be fine(:
2:50
loves all myy qqan(:
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♥Sharon.Gwee;DD
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IMISS huihui YAO SIHUI MUMMY(:(die 1 year plus)still think you're here
Never test my patient. Everyone will have their limit in things
So treat me well i will treat you good. treat me bad,
i will give back twice on how bad is your attitude towards me.
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