Saturday, October 31, 2009
i'm so scared.
don know how is vivian jie jie ..
never talk to her for very long plus her blog is private..
never talk to her for very long plus her blog is private..
haiis.
my counsellor prscillia going to 3month leave as she going to give birth.
so who will is going to talk to me now ? i'm so stress~!
so tiired lehhs.
i don wish to live again.. i have no idea why this tot is coming in again and again.
is everyday . haiis . felt so tiired after th transplant.
i don think no one cn understand how i feel now.
you never know how is the feeling of going to see doctor alone .
and and when you see the doctor , the doctor ask you ... are you feeling sad.?
and you have to say 'NO' ...
i've so much feeling now .....
tears flowing like tap water.
face still swollen like fish ball .
medicine still alot .
100days just over 4days.
and my weight go up until so high.
51.1kg oh my goodness ..
become so fat ... like pig le lor..
hais.. cry almost every night ..
so many words to say lehs.
but don know how to express out..
everyday at home don dare go out.
scared those stupid eyes staring at me.
plus don dare go out anymore .
cas got one time xiao gugu bring us to her friend birthday chalet .
then i so so don know how to wish her. then when go back i let my sister and cousin tell her
we going back.. so no respect lor. ahhhh..
i'm so tiired in living in the world.
maybe will let parent sad. but so.. i'm tiired.
my attitude turn out to be very bad cos of that medicine will cause this to happen
&
everyday stay at home also...
i don know wad will happen to me in the future....
Friday, October 16, 2009
haiis.. nothing to do at home.. really goiing to make me crazy nor..
wth lor.. siiibeii siiannn...
monday going to see doctor again.. haiis.. why always eat so many medicine .. i still need drip medicine in de.. haiis.. stupiid medicine.. wad if relapse ah? wad will happen to me..? i really very curious.. if my illness relapse wad will my family do? goinng sot le lor.. keep thinking of relapse..~! i've gone through so long.. and finally i'm cured.. i'm happy.. really happy .. but i really don know how to say.. very confused~!
hope everything will go smoothly after 30oct09(100days after transplant) ..
sad .. maybe 25th december i don wanna go out.. cas i still cant face people giving me that look.. i'm sorry to those friends and gan that i told you that i'm going to meet you someday.. maybe text me if you wanna come my house here and visit me.. i can go down meet you guys.. but not at shopping mall or some place that have a lot of people (:
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
heehees, i'm back again(:
mummy go back to work le. now i have to stay at home alone):
sian de lor.. hope my jie wont always go out .. then she can pei me liiao.. hahas.
getting better le.. hope this go on and on.. then ju don have to stay at hospital.. heehees.
everyday stay at home really will go crazy lor.. lucky get to go out sometime ..
.............. i going sot liao nor.. feel tht my attitude change worse.. sigh.. going crazy.. haiis.. don know how.. hand tremble worse like hell.. hand tiired .. shall end here... sad)":
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