眼泪不会因为谁说对不起而停止
Dont worry about love, I will make it for you.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010

today is real blood brother, korkor birthday ..
bought him a small garfield cake..
he eat very fast .. never get to take a picture):

oh my gosh..
i was doing my own dressing..
边哭边做
haiis..
been crying alot of time today..
don know wad happen to me):
haiis..
moodless day


Monday, January 25, 2010

wow , monday. a day to watch my fav show(:
heehees. finish watching. another week to wait..
nice nice , this ep. criied):

sleep the whole day agn. haiis.
so siian..
never eat medicine):



Sunday, January 24, 2010

i don know wad happen to me. i'm like going to be crazy.
i don know wad my mind is thinking about..
i'm so stress. but i don know wad am i stressing about.
i tiired of all this medicine.
i don know wad can i do ............................
can i don eat medicine.
i'm tiired of eating my medicine.





i'm crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Saturday, January 23, 2010






nothing to do.. wah.. going to 200days after bmt le..

nervous(: don know can take the pipe away from my body le mah?
waiting.....but i still got one year to go before my illness can be said as being cured~! i hope nothing will go wrong . just like how fast i was being discharged.
jiayou~ hope to go back to school(:





hey boy, you should know who i am talking to ..
i told you to read.. i don know whether you got read , but i still have to say.
i'm really thankful for the past few year , you've giving loads of love on me..
be there when i'm sad.. i'm really happy. and now i'm more happy is that ,
you've found her(:...i've given you my best wishes lerhs. wish you two last long once agn.. i don know how many times i have said.. so weird lor..
but eventhough i choose not to be friend with you , you still said that if you need someone there you can find me.. i'm happy , but i wont . b'cos i don wish to rely on you. everytime i sad , i always need you. but now i will be independent..
i'm a strong girl. that wad everyone say. and i've to prove myself that i'm really strong . but not using a mask and cover.. promise me to takecare of yourself.
i know you will(: i'm also sad that , whenever you're sad you wont come fiind me . but is okay. at least after you find the person you trust you feel better. better me , that can comfort you. once again thanks ZN. you're a great guy . takecares(:


Friday, January 22, 2010

i look like a 傻瓜 to have believe in your word..
didnt i make myself clear inside e letter that i would forget you.
i know is impossible to forget somebody but i did forget a guy i use
to love . so don worry about me .. just carry on with your happy
relationship . i wont bother you anymore.
okay!
hmmm.. so bored.. nothing to do..
plus my phone now cannot use..
wth lor..
haiis. nevermind.
wait for it after new year than see wad i going to do with my phone..
haha.. going to do bone marrow aspiration again.
wth lor.. going to hospital AGAIN!
nevermind ..better than staying at home.. haiis..
got to end here..):




Thursday, January 21, 2010

nothing to do.. so shall post something..
heard from big sharon , his friend bro have Leukemia
i'm so shock. so till i have nothing to say.
sad.. really no one can predict wad happen the next sec .
so everyone should treasure wad she or he had
before having regret..
feeling of going to school..
kinda bored at home lor.. haiis. so siian..
hope everything will become like last time before i go hospital.
i becoming of hate staying at home. nobody..
always quarrell with sister .. mother scold.
haiis. don know .. maybe when i can go out.. i will
keep working .. so i wont be at home..
shall end here..
feel tiired again..
living in this world make people so tiired..


Monday, January 18, 2010

oops, was admit to hospital on friday and was discharge on monday..
due to GVHD , that wad i think .. cas nurse never tell me
wad the test result is..
(:
hope will recover soon;D
jiayou nehs..
getting myself a pink panther..
searching for it ;Dyeah


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Align Center爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
very fan lor
Siew Kuan says:
fan with ?
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
my CCF social worker, suddenly make me face alot of problem..
Siew Kuan says:
like wat/
?
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
if i have to go back to school with a hair like this will i be able to take it.. i scared i will go crazy and cry~!
Siew Kuan says:
this is reality
something you need to face
but no fear
you need to accept yourself
if you cant accept yourself
then even if ppl aceept you also no use
i know you are too young to make you face such issues
and your parents are also not preparing you with these things
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
but whenever i see myself in the mirror , i will remeber those day i drop my hair in the hospital..
Siew Kuan says:
is it growing back?
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
ya.. but very slow..
Siew Kuan says:
ok
i know it's hard
scary to rem those days
so you need to be really brave
sharon
always rem
in this world
you need to be brave
cos there are alot of problems that you need to face it alone even thou you have family around to help you
sometimes you will still feel they dun really understand how you are feeling
and those times you will feel really alone and scare
and it is also those times you need to be brave and believe there is Someone up there - watching over you
holding your hand to walk this difficult path
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
...............................................
Siew Kuan says:
well
when the day comes you will know
all these years
i am alone
facing the world alone
what can family do?
i still need to face everything alone
same goes to you
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
yaya
Siew Kuan says:
what family can do is really little
but still we need them
and the most impt is yourself
that is why your CCF social worker is making you face things you din think abt
爱Sharon™ - ;D 我爱林達浪 says:
i know.... i have to face reality. i'll try.


i feel like crying lor.. haiis


Saturday, January 9, 2010

Hope everything will go smoothly wor..
face got sensitive.. So itchy;(
buay tahan wor:(
get to know a guy from tagged..
chatted with him.. quite good wor;)
haha.. like mei mei & kor kor talking..
yea.. long time never talk for so long..

miss vivian jie jie alot wor..
she never online.. so sad.. don have her news..
hope she's doing fine;D

jiayoujiayoujiayou.
sharon gonna be fine.
hope everyone in the world will be healthy;D
我爱林逹浪;)


Wednesday, January 6, 2010

More and more like the show 海派甜心;D
cant wait the next ep to come out..
and i'm envious to the show .. the girl . wah..
不关全世界,我也要和你在一起;D


我爱林逹浪;D


Biology,

My sweetheart (:



Your lady

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♥Sharon.Gwee;DD
Jap name ♥シャロン


8MAY my big day
Single
IMISS huihui YAO SIHUI MUMMY(:(die 1 year plus)still think you're here
Never test my patient. Everyone will have their limit in things
So treat me well i will treat you good. treat me bad,
i will give back twice on how bad is your attitude towards me.


Stuffs,
STAGE Towel!
Ipod nano
Wallet
Study
Work


Lovecraps,
Let's talk about love now.




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AILENG,cousin♥
AUDREY,xingan(;♥♥
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ADLER,friends(♥
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BABY.J.
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ERIN(:♥
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