Wednesday, March 31, 2010
我一直以来都守护在你身边
不懂你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边
你的笑容能让我开心一整天
只 要一天没和你见面
我的心情不会好一点
时间已经不多
我还有话很想说
隐藏在我心里不懂如何开口
我们 很快就要走
回忆也不算太多
简简单单希望你会懂
不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心 会在想你
那些回忆会永 远保持甜蜜
不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记 我爱你
你是我微笑的原因
只是希望你能比从前开心
Monday, March 29, 2010
hmm. blog private now.
just to prevent some problem happening uh...
didnt went for check up today.
cos' LAZY!
eventhough whole body not feeling well
just lazy to travel so far lor.
so never go.
maybe will go wednesday or monday:P
ytd went to watch a 3D movie
called " How to train your dragon"
ther's a dragon inside is so cute.
heehees:P
my head is killing me !
pain till wanna criied~
nothing to type lerhs.
bye
takecares!
bye
takecares!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
money face.
now everything i can see is money .
evrything also wan money.
take alittle also cannot.
hais.. don know how to say you.
not going to say you.
how i wish i can go out to work .
then i can get myself a laptop .
hope tmr can get a laptop .
then they wont snatch.
but i don think that laptop
will be *mine* uh.
using ah ma give de money half to buy laptop.
heehees.
wish i can go out work,
then have lots of money.
then nothing to worry:P
today went to school.
quite scary uh.
walk in .
feel so different.
heehees.
Monday, March 22, 2010
GOT MYSELF a new phone .
samsung:P
so sian nor. hais:P
hey . i'm back.
when jurong mummy hse. was fun.
play-ed mahjong . win money for jurong mummy
heehees. play-ed with ah xiong korkor camera
when i was on the way to his hse during saturday.
sunday relative left jurong mummy hse at ard 8plus 9..
i stay there till monday morning as i 've appointment at the hospital
so go there is easier. ah boy korkor share cab with me.
heehees. when i reach there my eyes have been twitching ..
twitching and twitching
don know what's wrong lor.
was so scared wad going to happen.
something happen.
have to stay at hospital till
5plus 6.
call papa come fetch me when i'm able to go home
lucky when i come down he came at the pick up point.
but the twitching didnt stop .
don know what wrong till.
night 12plus 1.
Da gu called. a bad news arrived.
ah ma no breathing .face pale and was sent to
Tan Tock Seng hospital.
but when she arrives the hospital
her heart stop . and announced DEAD!
i was so sad. cas new year she was still
fine. and i didnt get to near her as i've hickmen line with me.
but lucky i get to see her near enough. but not very long.
really miss her alot.
funeral i didnt get to sleep well.
first night . when up to sleep ard 5plus .
slept for 4hours plus.
the funeral was at my Da gu hse.
second night same.
4 hours plus. didnt really get to sleep well.
but still got the strength there.
some ppl say i have to sleep. cas i'm sick
but don care lah.
Ah ma lehhs. have to spend time there.
even tiired also got to stay alert till cannot take it.
saw ah ma face. she really slim down alot.
when i start thinking things abt her.
cried when chubing.
really miss her alot.
miss how she call me.
miss her asking me go buy thing.
miss her scolding .
sigh.
maybe this way better??@@$%%#$%$%
so she don have to suffer so much.
the tube tht goes thru her nose till her stomach.
i try b4 it so xinku.
somemore she unable to talk.
hais.
sat (if i'm nt wrong) when to collect her ash.
so sad.
AH MA R.I.P
MISS BY ALL YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER,GRANDSON,FAMILY,RELATIVE&FRIENDS
MISS BY ALL YOUR GRANDDAUGHTER,GRANDSON,FAMILY,RELATIVE&FRIENDS
Saturday, March 13, 2010
second time listening to song while blogging:D
today got nothing to post.
but i'm gonna write a short post or long post .
i don know.
gonna depend on wad i'm thinking while typing uh:P
he didnt post anything after 8march.
not gonna care anymore.
still cant get over wad he had say
during the msg conversation.
maybe not gonna forget for th rest of my life
why must this happen to me again.
this happen once before.
i care for someone .
but in the end got hurt by tht person.
caring for someone can get hurt too.
gosh. so wad should i do.
sigh.
never eat medicine for today.
sigh
don know will it affect the blood result on monday.
cas few days ago. got tired of eating
so stop eating.
hope it dont affeect .
so i don have to come back for appointment
so often:P
tomorrow going jurong mummy hse.
hope can meet aiai for awhile.
cas my aunt is staying at boon lay.
but is jurong west.
aiya so blur. don know how to say.
relative gathering:P
happy . at least i get to go out of the house
going somewhere a bit further from my house.
staying over night till sunday or monday bah:P
mood swing~
got no mood....
letter still thinking how to write.
not even one letter is finish , can!
stupid sharon!
so slow!
got some words to say. but nothing come out of my brain.
when i feel that i got alot wanna say out.
but just nothing come to my brain and let me type it out.:P
when i remember gonna
type a long post:D
today got nothing to post.
but i'm gonna write a short post or long post .
i don know.
gonna depend on wad i'm thinking while typing uh:P
he didnt post anything after 8march.
not gonna care anymore.
still cant get over wad he had say
during the msg conversation.
maybe not gonna forget for th rest of my life
why must this happen to me again.
this happen once before.
i care for someone .
but in the end got hurt by tht person.
caring for someone can get hurt too.
gosh. so wad should i do.
sigh.
never eat medicine for today.
sigh
don know will it affect the blood result on monday.
cas few days ago. got tired of eating
so stop eating.
hope it dont affeect .
so i don have to come back for appointment
so often:P
tomorrow going jurong mummy hse.
hope can meet aiai for awhile.
cas my aunt is staying at boon lay.
but is jurong west.
aiya so blur. don know how to say.
relative gathering:P
happy . at least i get to go out of the house
going somewhere a bit further from my house.
staying over night till sunday or monday bah:P
mood swing~
got no mood....
letter still thinking how to write.
not even one letter is finish , can!
stupid sharon!
so slow!
got some words to say. but nothing come out of my brain.
when i feel that i got alot wanna say out.
but just nothing come to my brain and let me type it out.:P
when i remember gonna
type a long post:D
Friday, March 12, 2010
I'm sorry. i don know whether
did i hurt you a not .
everyone loves you:P
heehees.(E)
i never thought you'll reply to the
interview tht i answer.
but i promise tht i will not even talk to
you , but i failed again.
but i'm not going to talk to you
not once. not twice.
never.
the interview ask alot of question.
then i started to think a lot a lot.
been wanted to answer .
but no answer came out.
so sad.
Wish to get myself a camera.
wanted to capture those picture
that i wish time would stop!
Or maybe people can give me a camera for
my birthday:P hahas.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Did you ever spare a thought for me ?
i bet you dont . everything i have to do
for myself. thn i rather you ask me don go
for the treatment. or better tht year'06
we don go to hospital for further check up.
if the time can turn back.
i will not go to th polyclinic,
if i know this going to happen to me .
feel that a lot of you have change.
a strong feeling . or did i leave outside world too long .
and become to feel that you guy are different from
wad i used to know.
sad uh.
AiAi . never mind don't need t
feel sad or guilty.
i didnt tell you tht i'm on th way there too.
so is okay de lah. there's lots of time we can meet
so just hope we can meet asap , okay(:
feel sad or guilty.
i didnt tell you tht i'm on th way there too.
so is okay de lah. there's lots of time we can meet
so just hope we can meet asap , okay(:
Saturday, March 6, 2010
sharon finally update a photo of herself.
this is taken during Chinese new year.
wah. seem long.
heehees.
tht's all for today.
got no mood to update:X
Friday, March 5, 2010
you make me very disappointed in you !
i never tot that you will like that say to me!
gosh, i'm so stupid to think that you'll be better
if i'm there to comfort you!
i'm so stupid can !
i never tot you can say so hurtful words
just when i was thinking of you/caring of you!
just by a few message ,
you make me totally make me wake up .
Never mind, since is like that fine!
i'm not going to CARE anymore.
not thinking of what has happen to you!
i'm just stupid to think i can help you.
Don't worry, i'm going t follow wad
i have said in the letter that i used to send you!
UNDERSTAND! HAPPY!
tot i'm still ther.
but i think i have get th wrong idea.
hope you'll marry her when she's 24!
tht's wad you say uh!
being kind but you say this kind of words.
A** you!
tot tht some of you still there but you aint.
but just left some of my gans
nevermind . they've always been there .
since you guys don need me .
i wont be so thick-skin t care for you.(include E......... and many .....)
i'm gonna treasure those people who cares so much for me
Tot tht so much people loved me when i'm still
slacking with you guys.
but now , gosh .
see through. Never mind.
i'm happy with this few people.
this few people is th people who loved me.
bleah:P
i'm not going to let anything disturb me.
been very upset for so many days.
emm. maybe i should just think of
how i should do with my life.
so upset.
i'm just stupid larhs.
*never eat med?? shld i?!@!$#@#$
*crying ??
*disappointed in afew people!!??
don't know wad wrong t me .
feel like going rounding
but CANNOT!
last time going rounding make me so happy.
th wind will be like so smooth.
passing through my skin(:
AH JIE!
i'm sorry. been saying which day can meet you.
but keep changing date.
so sorry uh.
cas been admit and out of hospital.
so no choice . medicine increase again.
so have to stay at home longer .
:X sorry.
i miss you too.
hope tht day will arrive fast fast.
AIAI.
hope you read my blog!
miss you lots lots.
sorry still cant meet you.
got so much to say.
never mind meet you
I'm gonna gossip a lot uh:X
shall end here. been very tiired nowadays
crys**
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
stupid you sia.
gosh , cant believe i'm posting about you again.
idk why you ask me to help you choose .
i know you just asking me to give to help you choose
but hor , you know idk how to choose derhs marhs.
she gonna pei you till th end lehhs.
you ask me to choose.
but i think tht passerby nice, by wad she say.
but W lehhs, i don know lerhs.
cos i don know whether her words can be trusted.
depend on who you gonna choose.
i will support your decision(:
fully support uh.
i'm sorry tht i kup your phone.
cas i know if i cont talking with you i will
you will fall asleep.. so i'm lazy screaming at you.
just like wad you say :
i'm so tired of being here(:
know me well , you'll know why i say this.
you know alot of my secret!
idiot!
thks ZA .
for pei me when i cry.
your voice remind me lots of thing wor.
sweet voice.
sweet memories run through my mind.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Monday was a bad day uh.
Slept on Monday morning 4plus.
was watching Hachiko a dog's story with aunt.
As aunt stay that night.
wake up around 6plus then when to sleep .
sleep till 715am , went to prepare .
went to coffeeshop t eat with aunt
take a cab off to hospital .
but b4 that drop off aunt at Buona Vista mrt
as her boss will be there to fetch her(:
when i reach hospital , cab fare cost $22.40
gosh . so ex. but lucky got cab voucher.
heehees.
reach NUH ard 8plus going 9.
take blood. do dressing.
then feel asleep on th bed.
doctor Ann like th present i prepare for her(:
got scolding by doctor tan(god-ma)
cried*
got comfort from dixie(:
she help me change the timing of medicine .
getting doctor tan(god-ma) a present.
letter still haven finish writing .
i looks like a turtle(:
i felt so sad. got lots of words wanna say.
but it seems like i don wish to express it here.
cas got alot of thing unable to express it here.
hope *he was here to listen to me and give me advice.
don dare to disturb him:X
hais.
tears dropping uh):
(nobody seem to understand.)
can i say this,
i better take back my words
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)':
there's a phrase that i know today...
其实呢，不管到哪里多可以
因为只要有你的那一站就是幸福的。
其实呢，不管到哪里多可以
因为只要有你的那一站就是幸福的。
My sweetheart (:
Your lady
♥Sharon.Gwee;DD
8MAY my big day
Single
IMISS huihui YAO SIHUI MUMMY(:(die 1 year plus)still think you're here
Never test my patient. Everyone will have their limit in things
So treat me well i will treat you good. treat me bad,
i will give back twice on how bad is your attitude towards me.
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