hey . i'm back.
when jurong mummy hse. was fun.
play-ed mahjong . win money for jurong mummy
heehees. play-ed with ah xiong korkor camera
when i was on the way to his hse during saturday.
sunday relative left jurong mummy hse at ard 8plus 9..
i stay there till monday morning as i 've appointment at the hospital
so go there is easier. ah boy korkor share cab with me.
heehees. when i reach there my eyes have been twitching ..
twitching and twitching
don know what's wrong lor.
was so scared wad going to happen.
something happen.
have to stay at hospital till
5plus 6.
call papa come fetch me when i'm able to go home
lucky when i come down he came at the pick up point.
but the twitching didnt stop .
don know what wrong till.
night 12plus 1.
Da gu called. a bad news arrived.
ah ma no breathing .face pale and was sent to
Tan Tock Seng hospital.
but when she arrives the hospital
her heart stop . and announced DEAD!
i was so sad. cas new year she was still
fine. and i didnt get to near her as i've hickmen line with me.
but lucky i get to see her near enough. but not very long.
really miss her alot.
funeral i didnt get to sleep well.
first night . when up to sleep ard 5plus .
slept for 4hours plus.
the funeral was at my Da gu hse.
second night same.
4 hours plus. didnt really get to sleep well.
but still got the strength there.
some ppl say i have to sleep. cas i'm sick
but don care lah.
Ah ma lehhs. have to spend time there.
even tiired also got to stay alert till cannot take it.
saw ah ma face. she really slim down alot.
when i start thinking things abt her.
cried when chubing.
really miss her alot.
miss how she call me.
miss her asking me go buy thing.
miss her scolding .
sigh.
maybe this way better??@@$%%#$%$%
so she don have to suffer so much.
the tube tht goes thru her nose till her stomach.
i try b4 it so xinku.
somemore she unable to talk.
hais.
sat (if i'm nt wrong) when to collect her ash.
so sad.