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Saturday, October 31, 2009
i'm so scared. don know how is vivian jie jie .. never talk to her for very long plus her blog is private.. haiis. my counsellor prscillia going to 3month leave as she going to give birth. so who will is going to talk to me now ? i'm so stress~! so tiired lehhs. i don wish to live again.. i have no idea why this tot is coming in again and again. is everyday . haiis . felt so tiired after th transplant. i don think no one cn understand how i feel now. you never know how is the feeling of going to see doctor alone . and and when you see the doctor , the doctor ask you ... are you feeling sad.? and you have to say 'NO' ... i've so much feeling now ..... tears flowing like tap water. face still swollen like fish ball . medicine still alot . 100days just over 4days. and my weight go up until so high. 51.1kg oh my goodness .. become so fat ... like pig le lor.. hais.. cry almost every night .. so many words to say lehs. but don know how to express out.. everyday at home don dare go out. scared those stupid eyes staring at me. plus don dare go out anymore . cas got one time xiao gugu bring us to her friend birthday chalet . then i so so don know how to wish her. then when go back i let my sister and cousin tell her we going back.. so no respect lor. ahhhh.. i'm so tiired in living in the world. maybe will let parent sad. but so.. i'm tiired. my attitude turn out to be very bad cos of that medicine will cause this to happen & everyday stay at home also... i don know wad will happen to me in the future.... |
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