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Tuesday, August 18, 2009
my life is so boring lor.. i cannot eat cheese fries. my mcwing. so siian.. i only can eat wad my mother cook. heehees. but alread very lucky le.. if not i'm going to die.. haiis.. i cannot do anything also.. cannot go down.. haiis. i wan bored to death le. my hand also been shaking .. having diffculties eating. mummy also very xinku .. everyday must feed me eat medicine.. my wound is killing me. is pain .. i wanna cry . but have to bear with it.. if not mummy wash the wound i ju jialut.. hope wont be pain after tonight.. is killing me.. and tmr going to hospital again. cas got to take blood. haiis.. i feeling tiired.. i don know wad i should do to make myself carry on. i don know. i hao lei ah. bloated stomach. woound tear cas i think the nurse clean too hard.. red red.. got water.. ahhhhhhh~ i cry de hua, mummy ju don know wad to do. i don know whether i can bear with the pain tmr. i'm getting afraid. getting scared easily. i cant let it become infeected. tmr get my blood. not enough de hua ju yao transfusion blood. hope everything go well. hope blood is enough .. i don wan face white white lehhs. i got so much to say. but i don know how to say.. i already come so far. can i make it till everything is done.? if i don jiayou, people around me ju worry. then more worse. nag will start. ahhhhh~ wad should i do. chemo , bmt , vomit. everything already also gone through. can i make it?? i been asking myself. but i cant get the answer... i don wan cry.. it make people around me see me suffer , i ju wan give up.. cas i don wan see them sad sad.. haiis.. i doon know.. this cannot that also cannot. is my life hard? no. i don know wad i should do nehhs. smiling can i do it??????? so many care so many hope. haiiy0.. walk one step by one step.. hope everyone will be guai guai.. nothing happen to them. study hard. end here. |
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