i don thinkk have love&care are nice lor..
yah.. sometimes you niid it..
but does it help all the time..
i don think so lor..
i just hated person who around me hate me.
if you cant accept my attitude ..
why in the first time you know..
you don ask how my attitude like?
i can answer.. not like some other people
who cant answer..
i know my attitude..
it sucks sometimes..
and make people hate me..
but so wad..
if you hate me just fuck off lor..
no friends or no family member only..
no matter if you're angry or wad
i wont say that'w why everyone hate you so much?
am i so hated? i don think..
i really much better..
at least i have self esteem.
ya.. i'm someone who people praised me i will be abit proud..
but at least i will try to control not to be wah..
think that i'm so famous..
i really hated family member who don listen..
ya .. i know they give you care and love..
ya i know.. but i really cant accept..
is something i don know . i can do it with some of my friend.
parents know you inside out..
but can they know wad you niid..
me are someone who see my friends can ton night..
and i cant..
and my op are near..
and they are going to school soooonnnn..
damn soooonnnn..
i only have less than two weeks..
i'm really sad..
it's quite fun to work..
but you think that you're someone from techincal .. you will like
odd one out..i'm just someone who afraid to work with adult..
it's quite scary ..cause i don know how to explain..
i really hated my family member.. just cause of some words they say..
and some action they do..
they can say how much they love..
ya .. sometimes i can feel and understand..
but so wad..
i conly treat it as hotel.. cause sometime they scold..
is like never understand how a kid feel..
not all kids like me.. i just a stupid.. useless.
dumb.. blur.. and can go die.. and hated her life.. cause i don take it seriously..
and don treasure.. i rather give up my life to those who treasure their parents and treasure every sec and precious it alot.. i don think i should be living in this world..
today two things happen to me..
i cant accept one week or one month to happen so much things..
i f**king hate my life
does i cry every night is usable..
not really alot of people know unless i told them
i'm so stupid.. i have no idea.. why am i crying..
i just feel that i cry is a work for releasing stress..




weicong..
i know you unable to read this..
i hope she treasure you. cause you're really a nice guy.
and really a guy who will love alot..
xueren will disppear from your sight.. from today onwards.