emm..
i don know..
my heart is so confuse..
i'm so bitch.. i sux..
i don know..
tears just keep flowing and flowing when i got the time to be alone..
i don know.. i'm just triied my best to be as happy as i can
my tears flow like a tap..

i don know how to be me anymore..
big sharon ask me?
you'll always be yourself?
then i say yes..
but you wont be able to see me whether i'm pretend or is it the true me..

i don know how y parents think..
they have their reason..
i've mine.. i work is really tiring..
i hope just like small aunt say de..
if i die.. i can sleep all i want..
ya .. is true.. but when i hear this..
i don know wad to reply..
i just whisper a silent ya..
i was so sad..
really sad.. this few day i don know wad happen to me..
i'm fucking tiired .. i hope that
wad i wish for is something going to realised!
hui hui i hope i can visit her..
evan say he wont love me de.. he just treat me as a friend..
i don know wad happen to me..
i'm thinking of so many people.. and
afraid.. something gonna happen.. i don know wad's the think
but nevermind.. at least i live for 15 years le..
and .. i'm such a fucking girl..
i dont deserve all kind of love and care..
alot of people may be trusting me.. being happy to be my friends..
but do you think i deserve it..
no i don think so .. i'm just a girl who can wait to sleep for the rest of her life..
but life isnt love.. is the same short as a => (-)
i don know.. i'm just too tiired why the world can be so complicated~!