i don't know wad happen to me.. when you've left,
my life is starting to overflow by my blood &tears. how can i survive without you. dont go away. is too late le.. eventhough i wish to say to you. but i don wan..

i triied to control everything i wanted. and i really really
don know wad i should do.. cause now i've no one to say .
it really feel so lonely.. but is now is nothing to me..
cause i sick&tired.. my problem maybe is a small problem towards those
who left a few days to live in this world.. but this are still my problem.
but never contact with you is a hard thing. but i know stop online and evrything avoid you is
the best choice barhs. this is wad i can do. i don wish to wish you with something that i don
want to. if a few years later we still remeber each other. maybe my feeling are still there.
i hope ....





i'm so sux!
i've no right to counselling people. and giving people advice.
maybe you guys think that i'm okay..
but actually i'm not so good..
people say i have self esteem. but so wad.
my character and something are hard to change.
i've no rights to talk so much.. everything now on my face are something i pretend out.