haiis.. time flies..birthday indeed is birthday

but i felt happy but i felt i'm leaving..to a far place..

sad mood.. quarrell with baobei..

i don know whether should talk with her again marhhs..
haiis.. 必经we are sister for so lonqq lerhhs..

i don know wad i should do..

i know is my fault for scolding her.. but yesterday is mother's day..

she should have accompany her mother but not spending with her boyfriend..

i know.. but she got so much time to pei his bf.. why cant she think more..

i'm siick&&tiired of saying her.. i felt very tiired.. i never wanted to scold her..

everything making me so tiired.. i hate this world.. i never want to live anymore..

just sick&&tiired.. haiis.. tears flow..........

i sprain my ankle.....i've never eat my medicine.. i been thinking..

when is my last day in this world.. woohoo..

i don know.. i just hope baobei,darling&deardear know hoe to think..

most worry is baobei.. cause she only like to stay outside all day.. haiis..

i don know wad to do to help her.. but hope if i die lerhhs.. she'll know how to think more.. please she'll think more.. that's more important than my life

takecares... )":